JAYMIE!!!!!!DO SOME WORK PLEASE!! STOP BEING LAZY!!!!!
xx signed off at 7:29 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
i thought i might want to blog about my misfortune in this blog, however to keep reminding myself on this small unluckiness, i can't move on. to other people, it's really trival matter, but to most of us, i think it's heart bleeding news.
move on please, move on. thought i am fine after 2 days. but during the wee hours of the night, i thought of it and feel so stupid about this careless mistake i made.
after all the cheering by my frens and people around me asking me to forget about it. i felt better, for a little while. most of the time when i am alone, i just can't really forgive myself for this careless mistake.
it's like playing a 100 level game and reaching level 99, accidently hitting the restart this game button. you felt the pain!
alright to think i still am not working on any assignments now really scare me. 4 assignments due less than a month and i haven done any single shit! gosh! help help!!
who to blame apart from myself. i think my attitude level is getting from bad to worst. how much i complained that i got no life, i made myself v no life. i didn do anything about it, i just rotted 2 hours doing nothing. is really nth. just day dreaming.
to do sth about myself! i think i need to! shit, i really hope i am capable of more things!
what am i good at? scolding people for things that they don't know and getting upset with myself for things that i don't know.
too many things i don't know! how?
my bf help me with my new computer congfiguration! how nice! now with this new look! wooh!! hahah big screen!
xx signed off at 3:45 PM
maybe what's impt is to move on! haiz! it's really upsettingg =((( things already happen, then it happens! suan liao! hais! i still feel so stupid!
